Stranger Behind The Wall.....

Hi there stranger,I hear you playing the swing behind this wall.
I hear your laughter like the birds sing for the sun rise,

I hear you voice as beautiful like the sound of music,
I have been admiring your voice silently now, waiting at this wall...hoping somehow you would hear me call.
I have been longing for a glimpse, to meet the stranger who brings joy to my saddened life.
As I hear the the creaks of your swing, i could only imagine....your hair blown by the wind as you swung by, the smile that could make a person blush, the beauty that would define gods creation, a prove why men could get shy. 

This wall....this wall that divides me from my other half, how do i get past it?you sound so close yet so far.. my stranger do you hear my cries? do you hear me calling for you? day and night I waited for your reply...the stars and moon heard me. As tears flood my cheek, all I can do is pray you answer my pleads....to save me from the blinding fate of solitude, a world sinners tread...a carnival of pain that binds me with my own shadow....a lonely worlds that craves for a chance. 

I wont give up, for I still hear your voice....that itself gives me hope to one day laugh with you to. forgive me that I am not strong enough to break this wall, forgive me that I am not tall enough to climb it either...but don't you worry as my heart only longs to meet you...as my eyes finally meet yours, hear me speak; 

You are the mortal skin, which takes shape of and angel,
You are that beat to my heart that would speak a million reasons to love.
You are the reason i found my awakened emotions.
You are the reason i have hope to laugh again.
You are the purpose for me being a man. 
You, the person that I indulge with my love....

My stranger whom I have only heard...so sleek, so smooth you robbed my heart away, for a ransom of an eternity of love. I am mesmerized by your voice....a voice that makes me feel your chest is the safest place, locked away from pain and sorrow, your voice gently wraps me with a bond of utmost perfection...

When i am tall enough, i will climb over this wall that separates us But would you wait for me? I have questions that need answers, would you teach me, my stranger? teach me how to laugh? teach me how to smile....would you safe me from shadow? would you fill up this hollow heart of mine with love?  would you be with me forever? Would you fall deeply in love as I have in you.....

My graceful stranger.....when I am above this wall, would you answer me?

...YoGa...

Showers From Above...

 I always cursed my own life, the anxiety, anger and hatred I couldn't suppress enveloped my chest with loathing for the people around me....but when I stop to look at the sky, I realized how small I am. There is an endless world spreading before me. before me what I see is endless peace, I thought only that even here, there is a blind world yet unlit by God...rolling along the extreme edge of pleasure, is it only my eyes that realizes my faith? that I must walk through this world and live my fate? the sky.....ah the sky, it was almost as if that light was a shower, illuminating that small me leaving my shadow behind...washing away my sins. At that very moment I realized...I was happy to have been born for the first time again. At the very last I was able to cast my solitude and grasp my ambition.......to be the closest to the sky. 
I soared where no men could go, I flew over continents and over mountains so high...I soared through the skies....not like an Eagle....but like the skies itself..a feeling of great joy that I was the sky, watching over below where I once stood admiring it. Time has only proven me what it allows a man to achieve...Time is prove that people have lived,  and every person lives the time that has been given to them....that is time, So why don't you live it to its greatest extend??? 

...YoGa...