Stormy Seas....

I wonder how I have survived, 

The hurricanes and storms that crushed my soul tormenting every bit of strength I had left to pursue even a glimpse of light, over the dark clouds that enveloped the skies above me.... as I lay floating hoping I would reach the shore....

I saw it, shimmering but slowly bright. 

I wondered if my time was at an end and that the heavens were ready to have me....but soon I realized it wasn't the heavens but it was just the rays of light from the sun, escaping through the cloud as it breaks apart....it gave me warmth that filled my eyes, but most importantly....it gave me hope. 

The seas went silent, the storms bowed to its might....the sound of waves began to streamline like silk on the wind. as the sun sets, it showed me the beauty of its end, like it was saying "goodbye for now".... the horizon it showed me. such beauty as it sunk gently into the seas. 

As the day darkened, fear enveloped my heart but it never lasted. The Moon came out to greet me with a joyful smile...her silver light was addictive as it was to beautiful that even the stars followed her as she came. As I stared at this beauty....many things came to my mind....the galaxies, millions of stars and the billions of planets...but one thing came clearly to my mind................ You...

.

Your beauty and grace, the things I am yet to discover from, the sun reminds me of your grace and warmth, the moon reminds me of the prettiest smile you gave that stole my heart, the sound of waves reminds me of your voice that resounds perfect music to my ears,  the stars reminds me of your eyes as I would always easily get lost in them, basically you have saved me from the storm that invaded my heart and showed me true beauty.....

To me...Your beauty transcends all life, a beauty no angels could match...

...YoGa...
 

A Sinner Who Met His Savior....

I once led a life full of shadow,

it was always dark and shallow.
I walked the sins of men,
yet i went to far that it became a trend.

I was innocent for I was young,
but it was to late to realise being dumb.
I prayed that none would follow,
to a life darkened by shadow.

When I realise the path I once led,
I gambled my life wit a stupid bet.
I thought pride will always stay tall,
yet eventually everything will fall.

Everyone has their flaw,
but what "provoke's" is karma's law.
I bleed tear's of suferring,
all I cud do is some toughening.

I led my life with endless dispair,
yet all I had was my heart to spare.
Now I realise what the world has become,
I only wished for sadnes to be gone.

Thank the lord I saw my light,
simmering but slowly bright.
My saviour finally arrived,
but my love was deprived.

This mind has never been at rest,
the moment I lay on ur chest.
A love beyond understanding,
yet in the end was demanding.

To demand only nothing but the truth,
but everything was written in a book.
I read it all and I remembered your tale,
how can I not fear that this relationship will fail?

I have done my mistake but it has been forgiven,
but I still wonder if I have place up in heaven?
Though I'm disappointed I will learn to forgive,
but I doubt I will ever forget.

I have put on a mask to hide the tears,
yet all I realy did was hide my fears.
I have driven my anger and consumed my fears,
I did it all with the help of beers.

When I finally realise the truth of life,
is it wrong to say your my wife?
My mistake must have been to ask,
now I'm blamed to hide behind a mask.


It was never ment to last,
cant you see that it is the past.
To wash it all and clame its royalty,
all I asked is love and loyalty.

The sins has been kindled by the mind,
but I never hated for I was so kind.
One day you will realise that I was fooling,
just to know how we are doing.

For this heart to never break to shard,
all I can do now is to pray hard.
You have finally brought out my love,
now let us be a couple of dove.

We have read each others past,
now lets never let it last.
I know I have changed since youu came to my life,
all I ask is to claim your my wife.

This heart has been thru hard shit,
for you I dont mind going thru hardship.
Try holding my hand for instance,
I swear to take you the distance.


I would go thru hell,
just to hear that marriage bell.
To kneel down and ask you in hand,
maybe one day with the marriage band.

Bound to each being bold,
what else do I need in this world.
I will create a world of my own,
even if its a small town.

Like a kid who has a toy...its a world full of joy.
let me tell you that its a world to dream for......

you light up my world...

...YoGa...