My Great Love....

Within a small hope, love lingers.. while I cast my eyes upon the morning sun, I only wonder the warmth of your cheeks, how shameful the sun would feel for not casting its light for the beauty of yours through the night...for the moon steals its light as the distance we share has stolen you from me. My only love sprung from my dearest heart, or might I say my only love has sprung from your heart? the brightness of your smile, such a heaven that birds would sing for its beauty, a smile the heavens fall in second and your laughter, such melodious music your laughter is. Who be me if I was not yours? I would speak a hundred words yet none could describe the stars I see in your eyes. I would swear upon death that it fears me to see those eyes swell with tears....as I would swear to keep them bright and those brimming smile which I treasure more then my very life itself. You left me so unsatisfied, you left me pondering on my lost soul for you have taken it as your feet strides a distance. I would wait a thousand years for your return for the greater hope, one day that I could hold you close and hear your breath. to feel your warmth and taste your sweet addictive lips. It was my sole happiness to imagine the world we would live in...together to never part not even by a sword though by a broken heart whom I swear to not happen. let death take me, and in death to I shall love you. Even if its your last night to give me...let me hold you that whole night and let me gaze upon your eyes as I kiss you tenderly. If your heart is full of me as mine of you...then I could say I have lived a great life yet only wish for more of you. Your love has filled a wound that run so deep...but no deeper then a well, for now it has become a sea....a sea of water waiting to overflow with love just for you. To me as my eye sees fit, heaven is where my arms would touch yours. Thought this love has been made miles away, though pain worries me pale, though my anguish to have you near hurts....I do not doubt my love for you would falter. Thereby I swear upon all that I hold dear...in all sorrow and darkness, let me be your light and you mine. face what we must and rise true...and our love will prevail. In the end if I am with you....then it is a life where many great love stories would follow.  

....YoGa....    

My Sweet Valentine...

If Diamonds were the symbol of love? then what would be the purpose of a heart beat? what would emotions and a couple of dove portray? Forgive me as I do not believe in treasures and wonders...my heart speaks through words, it speaks on its own....it speaks for you. 

 A heart that longs for love and affection, or a heart that always had it but never realized. So close you were yet so far you are, could my words reach you I wondered in my absence, yet you came.... swiftly you rekindled those long lost emotions buried deep, emotions I though I could never have again, Was it your joyful laughter, or your graceful smile....or was it just you. The answer was simple....it was just us....what we both are together, what you do to me...you made me realize wonders, you made me laugh, you made me smile, you made me dream about us, you made me wish, you made me realize how much a man could blush :-)

There are times when I wonder if we are made for each other, though its to soon to judge...I would rather say its to late to judge...for I have imagined A perfect life with you. I may say I am confused of this emotions, but clearly I know...we are perfect when we are together. I doubt there are people who laugh as much as we do, I doubt there are people who could talk and share the things we say....Though we have Ego's of our own, I'm glad we laugh it out till our tummy hurts the moment we speak. 

Your voice and laughter deems addictive to me, a day or two would pass without us talking but I would regret these days for I have missed so much. Yet I feel a deep sorrow, where necessity speaks...can we see this through the end? can love endure through sacrifices except through no demanding? As love itself is demanding, yet can it fall through all the distance we share? as painful as it deems, the pain I feel washes away with every laughter...sweet anguish it is for I have felt this pain before with another. If wait I must...then through hell I will go to endure every hurdle set on my path. 

I cant tell you the observations I made during the last few days touching my own life, nor can you...but I know, if our hearts were always together I would make none as I would be to occupied with laughter and joy for I am beside you. My heart is strong, It would hold yours firmly yet it would lose yours with great pain...let time proclaim this life I live... For now I shall imagine me to one day say this words "SHE IS MINE" when that time comes, I shall hold you close and utter those three words. If I were to live holding your hands, then I shall live holding your hands till  I die the same fate as Valentines itself. 


....Your Sweet Valentine...