Dreams....

Please show me the way.. Let me see your dream, Come to me...as you behold the true nature of humanity, to unite love beneath a banner of love yet all dreams disappear when the dreamer awakens. It was inevitable that I would meet you on this path, for we share dreams and will learn the conclusion of our endless dreams. Do not falter, dreams lies beyond the horizon, never stop seeking it though its unreachable, for the sake of reality, I had a dream once....I remember that face, I was lying on a pit of an endless expanse of darkness, she approached smiling gently yet she had tears in her eyes hidden. I could see she was happy from the bottom of her heart...happy she found me, so happy that it seemed like it was her, not me that was saved from that pit. Even though I was at the brink of losing hope, that girl was so grateful that it made me jealous. "thank you" she told me, and by saying that i realized, by saving me....it was her she has saved. A dream I have nurtured and held to wishing i could find someone who would feel the same towards me....who would be happy if I was, who i could share my sorrow and joy. but the Demon speaks faintly in my ears - "know the end of your endless dream, me with my greatness will show you the cruel reality" Like all Dreams, i was late to realize it was a mere illusion...a mirage in the never ending desert hungry to thwart my every emotion toward her, She began to sway....her trust swayed silently in the center of darkness. I screamed for her but to my own sorrow none heard...the moon heard my call, in the melody of the moon light i wept as my dreams came crumbling before me. I was counting stars yet lost the moon, yet when I finally found the sun, darkness took over again. I stood helpless as time froze my steps...in your mild and mindless

thoughts you frayed every bit of my heart....my very foundation of hope was torn apart as you were my only hope. Why cant we be one...has time taken us for the better...or has our past made us furious and frightened? Trust....trust...trust, when will it ever be shown from you. have i sinned to great to deserve this from my savior? the one person whom showed me a glimpse of joy then take it back. silently cutting through my wounded heart when you were meant to mend those wounds. I know i have my share of pride...I know I have my share of guilt...but I am Human. I am bound to make mistakes...but mistakes I wish I can regret and to never repeat. My false pride may have carried me high, I was living in my pride alone, who only know what i wish, selfishly rejecting everything i see, only listening to myself and my self alone, But cant you see you broke that with such ease...for before my pride, my love for one is stronger...cant you see the wings i carry has no use before you as we both share the pair...i would only jump high yet land on the same ground, only when your in my arms I could reach the skies, yes! I wont deny...i tried to take the title of a God, trying to be greater then those around me, but the moment my love grew...my wings i shared with you, as i fell deep and felt the depth of my fall. It was worth the fall as sweet anguish it was to fall for one, as I have fallen in love.... When would you realize that all that you dig, you will only find a deep hole with my buried sorrow and evil past that I have tried hard to bury. When would you realize that I am dancing on the edge of this bloodied thorns holding its rose just for you....Do not torment me with what I have thrown aside. Hold me as I would hold you...only then will my greatest dream be reality. 



...YoGa...