My One and Only....

Shes the one, she came right when I needed her....she came when i needed her the most. Never did I imagine love could be so strong. Never did I pictured a life this way. Breaking my every path united now to a single solid one reaching out only to

that one soul mate. Destined for each other....a God sent angel in her presence she cured my broken heart, she cleansed my soul....She renewed me. I became a better man...her simple smile would stun me, mesmerized by it i would stare at it lost for words. She showed me that even I could be shy. Simplicity yet full of grace....flawless joy...pure love. She completes me.....taken to a new height only because of her guidance. As long if I have her...As long im holding her warm hands...I know nothing can ruin this beautiful person I call mine. My one and only True Love.  

...YoGa...

Remind Me...

Tell me! Please tell me how this abhorrent twisted world works, who are those who surround me? whose voice whispers inside me, who is that inside me making my decisions? These answers are so far from reach...here in this broken down world all I could do is live as I endured every lost yet you laughed without knowing a thing. You laughed watching me damaged as I held my breath reaching out to you. Not even the truth was unrelieved yet you condemned me to solitude again and again....Breakable and weak I sought you and when finally I thought I found happiness...it was all just a dream. In this sinful twisted world now where do I find peace? I'm gradually growing transparent and vanishing. Its alright you wont need to look for me, it would have been to late...In time I would adapt to the worlds sinful ways, there is no point of me being hurt in a world of my own imagination...just remember me. Remember my vivid self entangled by the loneliness that fans out endlessly, stung by the memory of myself smiling back at me innocently. The future and present both entwined as my past memories perishes slowly day by day before me. Unbreakable, unshakable and undefiled now my future before me becomes completely undone, So now, before I get caught in another pit of solitude you have set for me...I'm going to be walking forward never to look back. I will take this path and face its perils, paralyzed by the change that has taken over me now...immune to the pain the world has to offer....all you need to do is remember who I once was...and if one day we face each other, remind me of what I once was for I would have forgotten the person I once was
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...YoGa...

Him & Her...

A man on a lonely path, and a girl at her bittersweet life met at the very end of their journey, late to realize all that has come was a new journey they had to undertake, together they shared this road yet never were they to look at one another. Silence grew deep in their soul, yet at every step there was hope that lingered in their solitude. To him who grew shy listening to her heartbeat...and to her who blushed wondering what the man beside would be thinking of her grace. they walked many paths over thorns and sometimes over soft snow...and never once they carried on without the other. without realizing they were already bound to each others fate...without realizing they found love. Like petals in a storm or like a million snowflakes drifting on a breeze, everything became dazzlingly beautiful. with sweet voice calling out each others names while their fingers slowly twined in each others hair, there was a kiss....a kiss so powerful like the rush of the seas over mountains. A kiss that sealed their fate to hold hands forever till the end...A kiss that made everything worth while...it was undeniably true found love. One by one they spun their tale into each hearts, time and memory were then filled with warmth for true happiness was only him and her. 


...YoGa...

368 Days...

It was not by sheer will I turned, it was not by hope I was driven...it was plainly just pure Love. I saw your fears, I saw your anger, I saw your pride, but what I noticed most was your insecurities only late to know how much love there was in all of them. It has been a year now, a year with nothing much to remember yet there were bits of sweetness in them, there is one that I hold precious beyond all else...my first kiss with you. How we blushed and looked away after kissing...how we were so in love. I dare say it once more...I love you. It took me four months to realize how much I needed you in my life...no! I have always needed you. years of hatred has kept me far from falling in love....yet I always yearned for the very touch of love. How much you loved me....I saw it, I could not forgive myself for making you cry, I left you weeping tears I should had never created. I shunned the light of your sweetest smile that I hold so dear. All has been done but you never lost hope where mine was

washed away by pride and anger. You never lost the love we once promised would never break....I was fragile and broken...yet when I lost you, I knew I was broken beyond misery. I saw your pain...I saw your tears...it breaks me even now to know they were for me. You changed me....the monster one created is no more....this man you brought back, this man I thought was lost for good...this man, Is all yours....every breath he breathes speaks only your name....for he has finally found love through your innocent eyes filled with love for me. Never a tear would you shed...I only want to hear your laughter and make that dimple of your smile grow deeper.
I have fallen in Love all over again...and this time its stronger then ever. Hold my hands....never let go. I will be there in every pain and happiness....as your best-friend, as your lover and as your husband one day. For now I could only wait with strong anguish for your return...to hold you and kiss you one more time....as you are the only one I would want to hold and kiss. Only you...on this valentines day, though we could be far apart, my love is forever strong.....distance limits us from hugs and kisses..but we will have our best moments and every love beyond expectation....its a promise I would make on this special day. 368 days and and infinity of love just for you as long I draw breath in this world...I wish to be only yours. Happy Valentines day :) 


...YoGa...

Good Night...

As the winds of night passed, in silence I stood lost in endless thoughts. where do I go from here now that solitude has crept back into me. How I was once a man ignorant of true despair...now I shudder in fear as the shadow closes in. Where I once stood at the pinnacle of joy, now have I done wrong to end up here in this icy cold place? if i'm so despicable, if my life be so abhorrent...then why bring me into this world...I called out, yet only the sounds of a heartbeat to be heard. The answer was clear....yet why does my mind chooses to ignore, memories crept back in silence...my greatest joy was because of her or was it that my heart only wishes to be in love and reunite with my true one. I have it all yet only one part of mine is missing...my other half. This heart has forever longed to love and be loved, to be cherished and to be caressed, Yet it was forever betrayed and destroyed...building back the pieces takes time but what do I do now that she has taken my whole and gone. Is it stubbornness or pride that keeps me from running back Or is it fear of my heart being ripped apart again that I lay contempt in solitude. With to many choices now of which way do I lead life to yet why is it that you keep flashing into my mind as I make my first step. You had the smile enough to pierce my guard and hold me close, was it my fault that it was tarnished into a make believe world. You once told me that you couldn't live without me, then is this the same pain you feel to, because it is worst then death itself. You once told me I would never be alone, then why is it that I am standing here with many around me but my gaze to only a reflection. You sliced the light right of my sun...like sailing through the storms with the waves rushing we battled against the tides yet why do I feel that I was the one who jumped out to abandon you. Was I wrong to believe you were my hope and salvation. What is it that I seek? why is there always that picture of happiness playing endlessly in the distant future? Like a King I would live yet who be my queen? have i forgotten the joy I once had to love someone deeply, or is fear that has stolen me to himself. Have i lost the beauty of life, or has the world we lived lost its beauty...i do not know, But I am sure fate has his way, and a new life shines in the distant pass, There my answers might lie before me. The coming month would strike a year with you, yet reality has only kept me going and So will you. Even if its the icy night graced over the moon, or the stormy days with the sun behind thick fogs, I will forever hold you right where I promised, But to this icy cold night....I bid thee a goodnight.   

...YoGa...

The Hand

He sat upon the stones as he watched the stormy waves upon the shores, as the cold wind brushed his cheeks...with a bright moon brimming through the night, and the shining stars to watch over him, He cried his thoughts away....he sat there weeping for he has felt a lost so terrible it was painful to keep. A pain of letting a person go when he was to hold on to those hands and never let go. As his bitter memories returned, he cried from the heart. was there hope to go on? was there another way? he broke down in solitude. In his own mistakes he fell into past, and in others mistakes he was to blame...the seas called, the seas wanted him...with all hopes broken he walked toward it, yet there he stood shocked, as his hand was held by another, what he saw made him realize that hope was always there...mistakes are made...mistakes are done, like the stormy waves they will subside, and as the cold night and gloomy moon the sun will show up. That hand was strong and it held him tight....it gave him comfort and gave him warmth. with a smile and an ease of heart...he walked back toward his destiny leaving his past behind with the tears he just shed. 


...YoGa...

Categorizing A Human....

Have you ever judge a person simply by the way they talk, the way they react...or may be just by the persons character? They say every Human in this world are Unique in their own way...there are none like them yet share a couple of similarities with others. To some up a few special characters I have met along the way...based on a book I have read and the experience I have shared with countless people around me. I came to a certain conclusion that every person has a "special ability" either for good or bad. Categorized under this few....Now! which one are you?

The Conqueror : Special ability - (Power of Influence). Have you ever met a person who you just cant seem to win an argument with? A person whom you think has to much pride yet to look up to or have some jealousy over? or you just want to follow him no matter where he goes or what he does? well this is the person.... One of the rarest characteristic of a person, sheer will power to lead and conquer all in their path, they could influence others easily to follow their path to what they desire, for good or the bad. their word speaks power, they are usually very intellectual, cunning, mischievous, and very good at chess game. they usually have a group they mingle with yet they are always in the highest order. Although they might show how wise they truly are, this people are always thinking on behalf of you...they never like to be overshadowed yet they never step on others...always trying to help, and a fun person to party with although The alpha male of the pack. 

The Magician : Special ability - (Power of Manipulation). Almost similar to the conqueror, this person doesn't strive to be a leader or influence any, yet more quiet and unpredictable... able to manipulate situations and others around him to obtain his desires. He would use any dirty tricks up his sleeve to make believe his stories yet his motive is always the opposite. If you see a person who could make others drunk in a party yet he alone would be sober till d end...this is him. they are usually a womanizer, and they seek the weakest part of the others to target them. It is hard to see this persons true colors but when he silently moves away once he has what he needs from you...only then will you realize.

The Clown : Special ability - (Power of Laughter). Easy to spot, its the person whom even staring at their face for a second would make you laugh...clumsy yet entertaining, you just want to annoy and piss them off because its just fun. They usually have many friends, very entertaining and funny...they always leave a mess at a party, most of them act stupid and dumb just to entertain people around them, they dont show pride or ego...and could accept humiliation and easily turn it back at you by making it a joke. Most of them are caring and Lovable yet they dont have many admirers due to their happy go lucky nature that make them seem less responsible and just a mere clown to hang out with. 

The Hound : Special ability - (Power of Tracking). If you know your facebook has been hacked, its most likely by this person. This person could stalk you where ever you are...they are obsessive and over protective. Very insecure and secretive...they know every truth that you could hide. They always expect the worst, negative thoughts...this people usually dont last long in a relationship because they could never trust their partner. They are easily hurt by others due to their past yet they could have a sharp burst when they are stepped on to many times. They are usually superstitious and pray often. Always fearing the worst....most of them waste their life away always thinking inside the box.

The Ashura : Special ability - (Power of Fear). Have you ever looked at someone and thought he looked Scary? this person has a frightful face, they are usually stern and aggressive, easy to anger and someone you just dont want to mess with, although people judge them this way, they have a soft heart and also a very caring person, they instill fear to educate others. They are usually proud and boastful yet they love all yet have difficulties in showing them due to their stern nature. 

The Lawyer :  Special ability - (Power of Deceit). This person could lie their way through even death...everything they speak and say are at least 50 to 70% lies. They are usually very proud yet they are not at the top among their friends. They lie only to make them look on par with the others. Only those who could understand this truth and accept their lies could be good friends...yet most avoid because of their lies. Though they lie most of their lives, yet they are trustworthy when it comes to getting a thing done. They usually try their best to prove their word. 

The Don : Special ability - (Power of Intimidation). More then a Don, it is better said that this person acts like one. very proud of being a so called gangster yet in heart hes the most frightened in the group. Doesnt like to be stepped over. Most of them love to boast about their fights and gangs especially after a couple of beers. They would intimidate you with their stories...

The Beserker : Special ability - (Power of Force). This person is a gambler, they could trow their life in the line if they have to. Often adventurers...challenging and always setting the bar higher. They are sore losers and never wish to leave the table without winning, which they usually do win. A powerful spirit of life where they bring all characters together in a topic of adventures. Its fun to hang around them as they have interesting stories to tell...more of an outgoing person and takes life easy.

The Buddha : Special ability - (Power of Healing). This person loves all around them and could get along with anyone, they don't have many enemies yet they have many friends. They share the feeling of security as they are protective and caring to others. They are very patient and have the ability to see into others pain. Have you had a friend who notices every-time your down and sad, he comes in to lend a shoulder and comfort. Usually a sweet talker and able to cheer those around them with words. They are loyal and lovable yet are often cheated/manipulated due to their kind nature. 

The chameleon  : Special ability - (Power of adaptability). This person could adjust to the worst sort of situation, He has no ego, nor pride...he doesn't know shame...and lives a happy life. Yet he keeps his sorrow and pain deep in his heart that he rarely shares because he wears a hidden mask to block his real character from the world. This person could go as low as possible or as high as possible in any groups adapting to their characters. This person is slow to anger but his true colors only shows when he gets angry.