I burn to make you understand how time invaded this life now filled with intense love...yet one wrong word and it all may come crashing down for our fates are envious and filled with distant past and insecurities.
They envy you your dreams, so they'll let you drown
there is no answer why, there is no how, it's like the overpowering waves of the ocean, waiting to engulf us in sorrow... But we are here right now, with all dreams realized...knowing our fate we chose to gamble for our love has conquered all. What would we choose with still more time to do is still a question to be answered, we cant fall down when it's time to arise for No-one else can heal our wounds
When I was crying for my fears, bitter tears, But you made me see we're crazy running...Crazy running like we're running out of time. When what's real becomes just another source of hurt And when meaning's gone from every word rushing headlong without a second thought Out where reality awaits, I choose to fantasize and build myself another piece of this memory...a memory of lies where my hungry desire awoke...but it all found oblivion
In your embrace, all mistakes forgiven in your embrace...all the pain and fears washed away with one touch of an angel.
Once again taboo becomes our law, What we want seems taken by fate dwindling down a one way road turning
Away from our imaginary flower field where we used to lay beneath the sky, riding dreams together.
though bathed in fear, I'm just looking to live to learn how to live, Slowly starting to see it's me I will need to forgive because it seems like I'm stuck here between what I know and what I cannot know now
With too many choices of which way to go....You had the smile enough to pierce my guard and to take my soul off to faraway fantasy making a make believe world filled with just us and our never ending love. You told me I'll never be alone, cos you're right there
But this life ain't, it ain't for me alone and here I thought I could keep it for myself forsaken by my own solitude and shadows but you sliced the light right off my sun,We took a gamble with this love, like sailing through the storm with the waves rushing over to take us, we were battling against the tides, You were my beacon of salvation, I was your starlight, though I'd see it for myself yet The bigger the words. the greater the believe.... to Hold on to what we believe in...LOVE.
Your love came racing down my spine like a storm on my skin, With shaking hands, I'll guide your sweet kiss into my lips...gently savoring every moment of it with tenderness until I feel you within
And I know, I know that it's all about understanding
I know love is hidden inside your beautiful soul as it's crying
For love to conquer the day slowly dawning
I want you to know your fears have nothing on my reality for I'm high on the scent of your skin
I know we're riding endlessly into the sky, feel the life deep within for my love for you runs deep within my heart pierced for an eternity of just......You and ME.
...YoGa...
Within a small hope, love lingers.. while I cast my eyes upon the morning sun, I only wonder the warmth of your cheeks, how shameful the sun would feel for not casting its light for the beauty of yours through the night...for the moon steals its light as the distance we share has stolen you from me. My only love sprung from my dearest heart, or might I say my only love has sprung from your heart? the brightness of your smile, such a heaven that birds would sing for its beauty, a smile the heavens fall in second and your laughter, such melodious music your laughter is. Who be me if I was not yours? I would speak a hundred words yet none could describe the stars I see in your eyes. I would swear upon death that it fears me to see those eyes swell with tears....as I would swear to keep them bright and those brimming smile which I treasure more then my very life itself. You left me so unsatisfied, you left me pondering on my lost soul for you have taken it as your feet strides a distance. I would wait a thousand years for your return for the greater hope, one day that I could hold you close and hear your breath. to feel your warmth and taste your sweet addictive lips. It was my sole happiness to imagine the world we would live in...together to never part not even by a sword though by a broken heart whom I swear to not happen. let death take me, and in death to I shall love you. Even if its your last night to give me...let me hold you that whole night and let me gaze upon your eyes as I kiss you tenderly. If your heart is full of me as mine of you...then I could say I have lived a great life yet only wish for more of you. Your love has filled a wound that run so deep...but no deeper then a well, for now it has become a sea....a sea of water waiting to overflow with love just for you. To me as my eye sees fit, heaven is where my arms would touch yours. Thought this love has been made miles away, though pain worries me pale, though my anguish to have you near hurts....I do not doubt my love for you would falter. Thereby I swear upon all that I hold dear...in all sorrow and darkness, let me be your light and you mine. face what we must and rise true...and our love will prevail. In the end if I am with you....then it is a life where many great love stories would follow.
....YoGa....
If Diamonds were the symbol of love? then what would be the purpose of a heart beat? what would emotions and a couple of dove portray? Forgive me as I do not believe in treasures and wonders...my heart speaks through words, it speaks on its own....it speaks for you.
A heart that longs for love and affection, or a heart that always had it but never realized. So close you were yet so far you are, could my words reach you I wondered in my absence, yet you came.... swiftly you rekindled those long lost emotions buried deep, emotions I though I could never have again, Was it your joyful laughter, or your graceful smile....or was it just you. The answer was simple....it was just us....what we both are together, what you do to me...you made me realize wonders, you made me laugh, you made me smile, you made me dream about us, you made me wish, you made me realize how much a man could blush :-)
There are times when I wonder if we are made for each other, though its to soon to judge...I would rather say its to late to judge...for I have imagined A perfect life with you. I may say I am confused of this emotions, but clearly I know...we are perfect when we are together. I doubt there are people who laugh as much as we do, I doubt there are people who could talk and share the things we say....Though we have Ego's of our own, I'm glad we laugh it out till our tummy hurts the moment we speak.
Your voice and laughter deems addictive to me, a day or two would pass without us talking but I would regret these days for I have missed so much. Yet I feel a deep sorrow, where necessity speaks...can we see this through the end? can love endure through sacrifices except through no demanding? As love itself is demanding, yet can it fall through all the distance we share? as painful as it deems, the pain I feel washes away with every laughter...sweet anguish it is for I have felt this pain before with another. If wait I must...then through hell I will go to endure every hurdle set on my path.
I cant tell you the observations I made during the last few days touching my own life, nor can you...but I know, if our hearts were always together I would make none as I would be to occupied with laughter and joy for I am beside you. My heart is strong, It would hold yours firmly yet it would lose yours with great pain...let time proclaim this life I live... For now I shall imagine me to one day say this words "SHE IS MINE" when that time comes, I shall hold you close and utter those three words. If I were to live holding your hands, then I shall live holding your hands till I die the same fate as Valentines itself.
....Your Sweet Valentine...
I’m sorry, but I don’t want to be an emperor. That’s not my business. I don’t want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone - if possible - Jew, Gentile - black man - white. We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that. We want to live by each other’s happiness - not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone. And the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way.
Greed has poisoned men’s souls, has barricaded the world with hate, has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in. Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge has made us cynical. Our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost....
The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men - cries out for universal brotherhood - for the unity of us all. Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world - millions of despairing men, women, and little children - victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people.
To those who can hear me, I say - do not despair. The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed - the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish. .....
Soldiers! don’t give yourselves to brutes - men who despise you - enslave you - who regiment your lives - tell you what to do - what to think and what to feel! Who drill you - diet you - treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder. Don’t give yourselves to these unnatural men - machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have the love of humanity in your hearts! You don’t hate! Only the unloved hate - the unloved and the unnatural! Soldiers! Don’t fight for slavery! Fight for liberty!
In the 17th Chapter of St Luke it is written: “the Kingdom of God is within man” - not one man nor a group of men, but in all men! In you! You, the people have the power - the power to create machines. The power to create happiness! You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure.
Then - in the name of democracy - let us use that power - let us all unite. Let us fight for a new world - a decent world that will give men a chance to work - that will give youth a future and old age a security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power. But they lie! They do not fulfil that promise. They never will!
Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfil that promise! Let us fight to free the world - to do away with national barriers - to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance. Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men’s happiness. Soldiers! in the name of democracy, let us all unite!
"CHARLIE CHAPLIN"
What is it that I seek? at times I wish for solitude, to be in my own contempt and succumb to my pain and misery as I Always faced them being used to a lonely life....yet there was always a picture of happiness playing endlessly in my mind, to one day seek it...yet I feared if it would last. Then what is it again that I seek?...in a state of confusion as I am, my answer is still buried deep. Yes, there are such emotions as love and hate, yet for one my hate grew deeper as my love grew thinner because I have been betrayed by that very 'Love'....so is fear my strongest emotion then? Have I grown to fear the very name of love itself? or is it that I have consumed my fear and driven my anger? a question neither can answer.... There were a few who gave me hope of happiness....of love, to conquer my fear and start fresh...some I declined yet a few I foolishly accepted that has only lead to deeper feeling of guilt and failure for I have forgotten how to love....I have forgotten the joy I once had to love someone deeply. My life has took an un-explainable turn towards my career and my lust for fame that I have forsaken the thought of Love but diverted my sight for joy through friends. I guess humans are like that, we want to live by each others happiness but not each others misery. We don't want to despise one another as the world is already full of hatred and greed. is it that the world has lost its beauty, or have I just lost the beauty of life...i do not know. My answers might lie before me....Yet I ask my self again, "What is it that I seek?"
...Yoga...
A man sulking at the corner as he was locked in that room, wonders his fate if he would ever be found. A warm breeze came through the window of that room filled with boredom, of hours of waiting patiently for someone to open the door, that breeze made him realize the posture of peace, he has missed the sound of silence, he has missed his moments of solitude.....Overwhelmed by the energy of his thoughts his mind kept going as he stared into the blind fate. time passed swiftly while he was possessed subconsciously by the thought of a beautiful future, more like a dream of a world filled with beauty and piece...where the rich helps the poor, hands that never hide the shameful face, yet holds each other in pain or gain, love that would blossom endlessly, a face came across his mind...a smile that has captured his heart, a particular person who has given his life a twist of love....deep in his greatest desires, He longed for a life with that person.... A smile so beautiful that the beauty of the world fell pale in comparison. even the best painter would feel his brush falter as he could never paint a portrait of her beauty. As his thoughts focused on this Girl that brought an immense joy to his heart, the fear of being locked in the room filled his chest... he wanted to escape so badly as he feared he would let the chance of his love slip by. Fear of losing her engulfed him as losing her meant on death to him. But soon to realize as he awoke from his slumber....that it was all just a dream, yet there was hope for a dream as such...as a smile irrupt from his face.
...YoGa...
As far as I ran, yet memories bind me,
An irresistible smile that captured every bit of emotions,
I wondered if it was just me, or was it my undying love towards it,
Is it the longing of emotions I missed, or is it just plainly...just your irresistible smile.
Deep down I know your smile is not mine for taking....as many would fall for it eventually.
But my heart knows that it has fallen so deeply in love with it....
All I long is to see it once more....and it wishes to stare at it all day.
For now all I can do is rite this poem, and Imagine a great smile irrupt with your red cherry lips.
Hypnotic, it gets me going into a trance of love....my soul gets transfixed to it entirely,
You could move my every inch of body with it, A power only the grace of wonders could show,
A gift only angels could carry...to have a smile that transcends all beauty.
Just the thought of it makes my heart flutter,
Look at me going on about your smile....like a spell you have cast upon me.
I have yet to meet my greatest treasure, but I fear I might just stare at you and blush away.
Your eyes, they stir such passion into my soul.
No doubt I'm under your spell, I see a world of magic and wonder,
I could spend an endless eternity just looking into them....being lost in it.
Such a wonderful personality...care free and lively.
Such a person only can be found once in a life as angels don't touch a soul often.......a savior sent from above to keep my love intact.
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In every pain, let me share it, let me hold you close...
I would do anything to remove that frown,
do not bow your head my angel, do not worry of the past or present,
In your greatest pain and sorrow...you will always have this greatest fan of yours to try with every beat of his heart...to keep your smile glowing as the sun....as it means the world to my empty soul.
For now....all I can do is write this poem, and imagine a Girl who would cherish my every word. for the day I would love...this will be my words for those smile.
....YoGa....
