The Great Dictator's Speech

I’m sorry, but I don’t want to be an emperor. That’s not my business. I don’t want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone - if possible - Jew, Gentile - black man - white. We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that. We want to live by each other’s happiness - not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone. And the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way.

Greed has poisoned men’s souls, has barricaded the world with hate, has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in. Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge has made us cynical. Our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost....

The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men - cries out for universal brotherhood - for the unity of us all. Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world - millions of despairing men, women, and little children - victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people.

To those who can hear me, I say - do not despair. The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed - the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish. .....

Soldiers! don’t give yourselves to brutes - men who despise you - enslave you - who regiment your lives - tell you what to do - what to think and what to feel! Who drill you - diet you - treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder. Don’t give yourselves to these unnatural men - machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have the love of humanity in your hearts! You don’t hate! Only the unloved hate - the unloved and the unnatural! Soldiers! Don’t fight for slavery! Fight for liberty!

In the 17th Chapter of St Luke it is written: “the Kingdom of God is within man” - not one man nor a group of men, but in all men! In you! You, the people have the power - the power to create machines. The power to create happiness! You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure.

Then - in the name of democracy - let us use that power - let us all unite. Let us fight for a new world - a decent world that will give men a chance to work - that will give youth a future and old age a security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power. But they lie! They do not fulfil that promise. They never will!

Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfil that promise! Let us fight to free the world - to do away with national barriers - to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance. Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men’s happiness. Soldiers! in the name of democracy, let us all unite!

"CHARLIE CHAPLIN"

Confused...

What is it that I seek? at times I wish for solitude, to be in my own contempt and succumb to my pain and misery as I Always faced them being used to a lonely life....yet there was always a picture of happiness playing endlessly in my mind, to one day seek it...yet I feared if it would last. Then what is it again that I seek?...in a state of confusion as I am, my answer is still buried deep. Yes, there are such emotions as love and hate, yet for one my hate grew deeper as my love grew thinner because I have been betrayed by that very 'Love'....so is fear my strongest emotion then? Have I grown to fear the very name of love itself? or is it that I have consumed my fear and driven my anger? a question neither can answer.... There were a few who gave me hope of happiness....of love, to conquer my fear and start fresh...some I declined yet a few I foolishly accepted that has only lead to deeper feeling of guilt and failure for I have forgotten how to love....I have forgotten the joy I once had to love someone deeply. My life has took an un-explainable turn towards my career and my lust for fame that I have forsaken the thought of Love but diverted my sight for joy through friends. I guess humans are like that, we want to live by each others happiness but not each others misery. We don't want to despise one another as the world is already full of hatred and greed. is it that the world has lost its beauty, or have I just lost the beauty of life...i do not know. My answers might lie before me....Yet I ask my self again, "What is it that I seek?"   


...Yoga...

Locked In A Room...

A man sulking at the corner as he was locked in that room, wonders his fate if he would ever be found. A warm breeze came through the window of that room filled with boredom, of hours of waiting patiently for someone to open the door, that breeze made him realize the posture of peace, he has missed  the sound of silence, he has missed his moments of solitude.....Overwhelmed by the energy of his thoughts his mind kept going as he stared into the blind fate. time passed swiftly while he was possessed subconsciously by the thought of a beautiful future, more like a dream of a world filled with beauty and piece...where the rich helps the poor, hands that never hide the shameful face, yet holds each other in pain or gain, love that would blossom endlessly, a face came across his mind...a smile that has captured his heart, a particular person who has given his life a twist of love....deep in his greatest desires, He longed for a life with that person.... A smile so beautiful that the beauty of the world fell pale in comparison. even the best painter would feel his brush falter as he could never paint a portrait of her beauty. As his thoughts focused on this Girl that brought an immense joy to his heart, the fear of being locked in the room filled his chest... he wanted to escape so badly as he feared he would let the chance of his love slip by. Fear of losing her engulfed him as losing her meant on death to him. But soon to realize as he awoke from his slumber....that it was all just a dream, yet there was hope for a dream as such...as a smile irrupt from his face.


...YoGa...  

Irresistible....

As far as I ran, yet memories bind me,
An irresistible smile that captured every bit of emotions,
I wondered if it was just me, or was it my undying love towards it,
Is it the longing of emotions I missed, or is it just plainly...just your irresistible smile.

Deep down I know your smile is not mine for taking....as many would fall for it eventually.
But my heart knows that it has fallen so deeply in love with it....
All I long is to see it once more....and it wishes to stare at it all day.
For now all I can do is rite this poem, and Imagine a great smile irrupt with your red cherry lips.

Hypnotic, it gets me going into a trance of love....my soul gets transfixed to it entirely,
You could move my every inch of body with it, A power only the grace of wonders could show,
A gift only angels could carry...to have a smile that transcends all beauty.

Just the thought of it makes my heart flutter,
Look at me going on about your smile....like a spell you have cast upon me.
I have yet to meet my greatest treasure, but I fear I might just stare at you and blush away.
Your eyes, they stir such passion into my soul.
No doubt I'm under your spell, I see a world of magic and wonder,
I could spend an endless eternity just looking into them....being lost in it.

Such a wonderful personality...care free and lively.
Such a person only can be found once in a life as angels don't touch a soul often.......a savior sent from above to keep my love intact.

In every pain, let me share it, let me hold you close... 
I would do anything to remove that frown,
do not bow your head my angel, do not worry of the past or present,
In your greatest pain and sorrow...you will always have this greatest fan of yours to try with every beat of his heart...to keep your smile glowing as the sun....as it means the world to my empty soul.

For now....all I can do is write this poem, and imagine a Girl who would cherish my every word. for the day I would love...this will be my words for those smile. 


....YoGa....

Stormy Seas....

I wonder how I have survived, 

The hurricanes and storms that crushed my soul tormenting every bit of strength I had left to pursue even a glimpse of light, over the dark clouds that enveloped the skies above me.... as I lay floating hoping I would reach the shore....

I saw it, shimmering but slowly bright. 

I wondered if my time was at an end and that the heavens were ready to have me....but soon I realized it wasn't the heavens but it was just the rays of light from the sun, escaping through the cloud as it breaks apart....it gave me warmth that filled my eyes, but most importantly....it gave me hope. 

The seas went silent, the storms bowed to its might....the sound of waves began to streamline like silk on the wind. as the sun sets, it showed me the beauty of its end, like it was saying "goodbye for now".... the horizon it showed me. such beauty as it sunk gently into the seas. 

As the day darkened, fear enveloped my heart but it never lasted. The Moon came out to greet me with a joyful smile...her silver light was addictive as it was to beautiful that even the stars followed her as she came. As I stared at this beauty....many things came to my mind....the galaxies, millions of stars and the billions of planets...but one thing came clearly to my mind................ You...

.

Your beauty and grace, the things I am yet to discover from, the sun reminds me of your grace and warmth, the moon reminds me of the prettiest smile you gave that stole my heart, the sound of waves reminds me of your voice that resounds perfect music to my ears,  the stars reminds me of your eyes as I would always easily get lost in them, basically you have saved me from the storm that invaded my heart and showed me true beauty.....

To me...Your beauty transcends all life, a beauty no angels could match...

...YoGa...
 

A Sinner Who Met His Savior....

I once led a life full of shadow,

it was always dark and shallow.
I walked the sins of men,
yet i went to far that it became a trend.

I was innocent for I was young,
but it was to late to realise being dumb.
I prayed that none would follow,
to a life darkened by shadow.

When I realise the path I once led,
I gambled my life wit a stupid bet.
I thought pride will always stay tall,
yet eventually everything will fall.

Everyone has their flaw,
but what "provoke's" is karma's law.
I bleed tear's of suferring,
all I cud do is some toughening.

I led my life with endless dispair,
yet all I had was my heart to spare.
Now I realise what the world has become,
I only wished for sadnes to be gone.

Thank the lord I saw my light,
simmering but slowly bright.
My saviour finally arrived,
but my love was deprived.

This mind has never been at rest,
the moment I lay on ur chest.
A love beyond understanding,
yet in the end was demanding.

To demand only nothing but the truth,
but everything was written in a book.
I read it all and I remembered your tale,
how can I not fear that this relationship will fail?

I have done my mistake but it has been forgiven,
but I still wonder if I have place up in heaven?
Though I'm disappointed I will learn to forgive,
but I doubt I will ever forget.

I have put on a mask to hide the tears,
yet all I realy did was hide my fears.
I have driven my anger and consumed my fears,
I did it all with the help of beers.

When I finally realise the truth of life,
is it wrong to say your my wife?
My mistake must have been to ask,
now I'm blamed to hide behind a mask.


It was never ment to last,
cant you see that it is the past.
To wash it all and clame its royalty,
all I asked is love and loyalty.

The sins has been kindled by the mind,
but I never hated for I was so kind.
One day you will realise that I was fooling,
just to know how we are doing.

For this heart to never break to shard,
all I can do now is to pray hard.
You have finally brought out my love,
now let us be a couple of dove.

We have read each others past,
now lets never let it last.
I know I have changed since youu came to my life,
all I ask is to claim your my wife.

This heart has been thru hard shit,
for you I dont mind going thru hardship.
Try holding my hand for instance,
I swear to take you the distance.


I would go thru hell,
just to hear that marriage bell.
To kneel down and ask you in hand,
maybe one day with the marriage band.

Bound to each being bold,
what else do I need in this world.
I will create a world of my own,
even if its a small town.

Like a kid who has a toy...its a world full of joy.
let me tell you that its a world to dream for......

you light up my world...

...YoGa...

Confession....

A shadow that lurked in utter darkness....faith destroyed, hope of ever falling in love blocked by a indestructible wall of pain that accumulated as this heart has been betrayed by that very love before. A heart that was soft and filled with emotions turned to fear...fear of falling in love. It was to late to realize how turns of events made that very fear...turn to hatred. I had driven my anger and consumed my fear....a life I lived in consumed by solitude and self contempt. I learn to live a life alone....without love.

Yet I see how futile it has been, this heart has always longed for those long lost emotions. it has always wanted to be cared for...to be one with another. It was only when your beauty captivated me....your kind and loving sweet smile that brimmed with such beauty and hope....this heart has been stolen. The world stood still for a moment as I was lost blinded by that light....so easily those walls that barricade my heart was shattered to nothing....so effortlessly this heart was stolen.

They say if there is one person you are destined to meet, the whole universe will make sure you meet that person. I believe we were meant to meet....the moment our eyes met, I have lost myself with Your graceful smile, your playful laughter, your cloud of hair that sits on your shoulder with pride, your eyes that speaks only the truth, beauty and grace walk with you, a sight so lovely to see that even the moon would bow to you every night to share some of your light...all this that I have just said is a mere attempt to describe how your beauty is to my eyes, if I were to say, You were an angel sent from heaven and true beauty like you cant be found in this whole universe...that compliment in truth would be nothing compared to how I truly feel about you as there are no words in any language to describe how I truly feel....even if I could tell, I wouldn't know how.  

Your gaze has sheared this heart to deep, So deep that I could drown in your eyes never to surface again. It has showed me how much of a man I have become, it has showed me what beauty truly means, it has showed me every aspects of fruitfulness joy can give. It gave me a reason to live.....in has undeniably showed me, what love is....No actually, you defined love to me. There are a million words I would say to you, but my
heart wonders how as words cant explain this bursting emotions.

I love you....it is not loneliness or lust that brought this emotions....it is the gift that god has given you...to make a man blush at your smile, to look into your eyes and see wonders. the gift to picture a perfect world together with you....  Your eyes, I saw a light in those eyes....I saw hope in them. That it could rekindle lost emotions I used to feel....though buried in my heart, its only waiting to awaken for you...I might get hurt, I might not have what I desire, but the anguish I feel of not telling you how I truly feel hurts more then death itself.

Forgive me that I have fallen so soon, forgive me for not savoring the bonds of friendship we promised. But do not forgive me for loving you as it was utterly your fault....I wouldn't say fate has lead me to this, I would say lost hopes has given me a clear picture that...love still lives within me, it was only buried deep inside...waiting for a chance to show itself....and you, have awoken that love. I could only thank you for it...

I do not expect you to love me....I do not expect you to hate me either....I only wish for you to know how much you truly mean to me and how much I love you.....I love you with all I have, with my soul...as pure as it could be.


.....YoGa.....